Uggh…

So, I officially feel like I’m dying.

I haven’t slept more than an hour over the past 4 days, except when I pass out.

Passing out? Yeah. Literally, I’ll be walking from the kitchen to the livingroom, and I get dizzy, lose my balance, hit the floor, and wake up anywhere from 5 minutes to 6 hours later.

I’ve passed out like that about 6 times this week.

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So, there’s that, and the fact I can’t do much of anything. I get winded walking up and down the stairs. Not good or usual at all.

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I’m sorta fading, yet have this sense-of-peace about it.

It’s hard to explain.

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I’m not even close to being myself. Not one bit.

It’s like I woke up one day, and poof, presto chango, I’m a shell of who/what I used to be.

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I don’t know who I am, what I want to do, anything.

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– JeRemy.